Footprints in the sand

You walk with me,
footprint in the sand,
and help me understand where i'm going,
You walk with me,
when i was all alone,
with so much unknown along the way,
and i heart You say,
i promise you i always there,
when your heart is filled with sorrow and despair,
i'll carry you when you need a friend,
you will find my foodprint in the sand.....

All are going to start, yet i am still unprepared well...felt like so broken..
Don't you heard a story about sand before?? When you hold the sand too tight on your palm, it will flow away from palm more easily. It could be said that holding onto all this too tightly is taking its toll. For instance, tightly holding a relationship, a dream, a past and a future may make you lost all these eventually.

''why? why holding onto all this may make you lost them lastly??'' Ans: in relationship, holding each other too tightly might cause both parties lose their own space and time to reflect themselves. Thus, as time flies, both parties discover that their love has no more space to grow and eventually ends up with HURT. Secondly, in a dream, if we hold too tightly in a particular dream, we might have too high expectations as stress is all around us. Slowly, stress might become the main killer. Thirdly, if we keep on looking or reminiscencing the past either a happy one or a broken one, we might not have the courage or willingness to move on. Afterall, we are still living in the past but not present.

So, need to always remind myself that i am sitting on the front seat, don't bother what's the back n sides going on. Do what i need to do is the most significant task. Tmrw is a start for me as uni starts, there are gonna to be nearly 1500 ppl......Yet, always have a pair of footprint accompany me to walk through the journey.

(To me, i fear, as 1500 ppl seems like a HUGE stone which is gonna to roll to me, to attack me........i have to break the stone and bring back the victory on hands....jiayou!!!)

Timetable HSFY..

Got my timetable today after my HSFY pre-lim lecture....
It was a pretty good one as everyday starts school at 9am and end at 6pm.....
What a timetable could make you to think of how amazing God works in our lives....
everyone of us got the different timetable yet we may have some similarities in certain subjects..
Initially, i am really worried about what if they all together in a lecture yet i am the odd one as there are almost 2000 ppl in HSFY. It's really massive group of ppl, scare me at first when i am doing my eng diagno test, indeed.

However, everyone of us have different timetable as if everyone of us have different life which is well-planned by The Above One. God always creates the best plan for each of us as He knows us well. For instance, i am someone who will not really wake up at early 6 or 7am as i always sleep late although i know it's not a good habits as my biological clock upside down most of the time. So, God let me to have class at 9am and i am the only one who doesn't have classes at 8am every morning among peers . So, i really thanks Lord for that.

Well, apparently, most of my peers back home have lost contact or we have gaps or communication barriers as we are not together most of the time. No one else should be blamed in this kind of situations as it's jz a natural changes in relationship within peers who are thousands miles away from you. However, God always provide enough blessings to everyone of us. He provides friends to me as he knows sometimes we need somebody to build us up in various ways and aspects. His divine love always depicts in little little things which is happening in your life. How great is His LOVE?? immeasurable to me..... =D

Yet, we may have to go to labs or lecs by only ourselves sometimes also show that God wants us to be more independant in everything. We should not be too reliance to peers as they are not someone who will accompany you the whole life or give you an eternal life. Yet, they are always part of our lives as God knows sometimes we need them by our sides =))

Afterall , it's gonna to start as if the great WAR gonna to begin. Am i ready?? i doubted ==

david cook...

If can, i want to get it =))

jz love it so so so much!!!

maybe is the design of the disc itself make me fall in love with it,

Yet, it could be said so that those songs are nice to listen to.....

Songs which may probably

reflect your moods,

enlighten up your days,

comfort your pains,

lull you to sleep,

accompany you through ups and downs.....

Yea....uni life gonna to start very soon...

days will be buzy yet contented i reckon...

might go for the audition for worship team....

will consider and pray about it first of course...

i will work it out =D

God, thanks for giving me heaps of wonderful friends here who i can pour out my heart to...who will support me in everything by building up my faith, who reminds me what to do and what's not to, who advices me what should i do in this very tough year........Thanks God for the bonding of relationship among flatties which i found so hard for me initially. Eventually, things are getting better each day. I start to improve myself in listening and understanding the slang of NZ they are using =D It was great really!!! i am thankful for blessing me with caring ppl all around me, God....I love you!!! =D

尽最大的努力

也许，有时候，
我们不明白为何父母会帮我们做决定，
不了解为何想尽方法改变我们的生活，
甚至怨恨，埋怨他们的操控我们的生命，

可是，你是否想过他们所做的是为你好？
是否明白他们的决定也许对你是最好的？
是否知道他们尽了最大的努力给你最好的？
这全都是因为你是他们的孩子，他们爱你。

爱，可以有很多方法，
每个人表达爱的方式不同，
有人只选择付出，
有人只选择等待，
有人却选择放开，给对方自由，
有人也选择承担，隐藏全部，
有人却会为爱人尽自己最大的努力。

我爸妈为了我尽他们最大的努力让我出国读书，
一开始，我却选择怨恨，埋怨，
从来都没有为他们着想，分担，
这一次，应该换我为了他们尽我最大的努力，
就算跌倒了，也要再爬起来，再尝试，
不管这旅途有多艰难害怕，都不要放弃，
因为爱，让学会我尽最大的努力 =)

看见爸爸劳累的背影，觉得他老了，我该长大了。。。

will do my very best for them as they do theirs for me..... =))

a summary before the new episodes are going to start

Well, i had great times back home this trip although i am encountering with some emotional and relationship problems. However, it was really great that through all this, i had grown more n more in Him. As His divine love endures me through the hardest and broken parts of life.

Today, in the airport, i saw a lots of touching scene. I saw love is all around us yet it's matter on whether we had discovered its either exist or not. There are bunch of friends send off one of their loved one to somewhere. They hug to each others with tears in eyes and mumbled words in ears. It's love among peers. Then, i saw a couple who are going to be separated temporary embrace each other to chest and eventually let go their hands with feelings of not keen to say ''goodbye''. It's love among couples. Lastly,it's my turn to go into the check in counter as the clock stucked to half past 6. I saw mum's eye has already full with tears. I saw dad's unbearable sadness in face. I saw sis's fake n awful smile on face. When the moments we hug each other, my disobidient tears fall non-stopping. I don't even dare to turn my face back to wave with them as i know they are waving to me outside the gate. Isn't called love of family?? My leaving builds up the incredibly stronger relationship in family. Isn't a great things to praise Lord insteads of giving too much complaints and blames??

Well, Birth giving is undeniably a very painful process. Yet, it always birth something new, better and awesome. It could be described as if in a process of letting go a broken relationship of mine. Perhaps, it's indeed a very heart-striking and painful process yet i did learn something new which probably increase my maturity level in handling emotions n problems. Sometimes, God will challenge you through a painful incident or past to teach you how to be rational in handling differents people and problems, either you want to escape from the incoming problems or encountering with your brave soul and heart. I used to choose the earlier one yet this time i am going to take the latter one as my only choice. No more being shaken by various situations.

Haha...i watch a movie on plane today which is on titled ''He's just not into you'' by Jennifer Aniston, Ben Attrack and lots ppl. But, ben is really a cool looking guy (macho guy =D). It teaches me that sometimes happy ending might be picking up the broken parts, framing those broken ones again and just move on as he's just not into you!!! So, what's i going to do is ''just move on!!! Giving in all i can to serve God and ppl but not to wait to be served!!! n My very priority is to study hard to pursue my dream and to glorify His name.'' What mum said is so true '' If you wish to serve people in medical field, either treating the sick to recover or helping people with their teeth, firstly you have to strive hard to fit yourself a place in that field, not just by saying but actions are need to be taken =D ''

Here, i really want to give thanks to Him. Although challenges are given non-stopping and there would be more n more in the coming days, yet, i still want to give thanks.

'' Give thanks with the grateful heart,
Give thanks to the holy one,
Give thanks because he's given,
Jesus Christ, He is the one,
and now let the weak say ''i am strong'',
let the poor say ''i am rich'',
because of what the Lord had done for us,
GIVE THANKS. ''

This hymn lull me to sleep tonight. I promise that no more ''insomnia'', no more ''haunted by the past''....MOVE ON and GIVE THANKS =D

peer love =))

Haha!!! =))

I love teo kahsiong & ea guosheng so much so much man!!!


Kahsiong, there are tears in his eye when we hug before i go off =)) i know how much he is not keen to send me off today. He asked me to ''bear'' in everything till i succeed in my studies. He is a very special friend of mine. We seems to have the same thoughts n minds in almost every situations. It was great and awesome to know him, really!!!



guosheng, he jz so funny!!! takes almost 30 mins to send me to church which is so near to the mall =))) LOLS!!! n He keeps turning into the wrong ways and find excuses that he don't know how to go n which way to go is nearer...LOLS!!! He is jz so cute!!! HAHA...not keen to send me off n let me go but don't know how to express by words yet do funny n stupid actions =)) Yet, i appreciate him lots =)) Thanks for him always be there for me =))



I LOVE THEM HEAPS!!! =)))

Mum said...

I had spent a whole day with family today, esp mum =))
Had a great talk to her today...
She asked me '' are you afraid to go back to nz this time??''
I said '' Why i need to be afraid?? what can i do if i really afraid??''

She said '' I am worried about you, you don't even know how to take care of yourself. How can you survive for another 10 more months?? and one of your cousin is not going back anymore...Do you keen to stay back??''
I said '' If there is a road for me to stay back...i might..But, it seems no road for me to turn back..but the only way is to walk forward....''

She said '' i don't know whether it's right or wrong to send you thousands miles away to take such a big risk all by yourself....it's really confused me sometimes...Do you miss us sometimes??''
I said (with tears in eyes) '' right or not is not significant anymore...although it's wrong, but what can i do now but jz walk on in this journey?? n maybe it's a right choice...jz walk on because God is there to hold me everytime i fall and rejoice with me in happy times. I miss you all when i am alone, when i am doing all the chores and stuffs all by myself, eating meals by myself...and heaps.''

HMM...nothing much i can do now as there is no turning back but jz strive hard in everything n give in the best i can to glorify His name. Me, jz a little one...but never ever give up =)) Coz i am JANE!!! 你会在未来看到我的疯狂因为我给未来的自己希望！！！

Perceus!!! =))

AWW!!! He is jz so handsome!! (HAHA...i can't stop saying it!!)
Hmm...it is a pretty good movie to watch!! Nah...not because the main character is handsome but because the moral values it bring to me.

I am jz so impressed by his braveness when he is encountering challenges, threatens, hardships and dangers. The braveness which i need so much to fight for victory in life. May not win in everything, but at least at least we tried hard for it before. May not become the Heroes in many situations, but at least we took actions to save the lost and broken parts.

In many situations, i always ask myself and God '' How brave should i be to walk through this??'' and '' Do i brave enough?? '' Hmm...i reckon that once i am willing to put my heart and actions on a matter, and determine to finish it with strong willpower and perseverance...then it's strong enough for me =))

and i reckon...i can face the problem that haunted me for months...time to let go, and i am ready to do so coz she is good enough for him =)) What a relief ?! Finally...i want to shout that '' let's move on!!! I AM STILL YOUNG!!! ''

You know what......

Do you ever know??
sometimes smile can conquer all.....
smile can cover all those things that
you don't really want to hear about or
see or jz stay at some places....


Do you ever know??
sometimes i wish i could be invisible and teleport....
as if either i can be transparent in some situations...
or fly off to somewhere which can make me feel better...

Do you ever know??
encountering a situation
which may make you doesn't alright
by face to face..sometimes either can drag away your emotion & feelings
or you will accustom to it slowly as days gone..

You know what....

suddenly, i scared of myself...

the ''me'' who is without emotions and feelings...

the ''me'' who ppl say that i am selfish...

the ''me'' who will only force myself to see what i don't want to see...

the ''me'' who is not me anymore =(((

will the battle be over?? i asked myself......

The 3 in 1...

There was the ''3 in 1'' for me this year on the 14th Feb....

1st - Happy Chinese New Year
2nd - Happy Birthday
3rd - Happy Valentine

Yet, the first one always comes first as it is the most significant one to me as all of my relatives came back from different places this year. What's CNY all about?? To me, cny every year is basically the same ( reunion dinner, get angpau, fireworks, chit-chatting, cooking, preparing ) Yet, to me, CNY for this year is so different coz i saw n felt the warmth of the coming back n gathering of the whole family. We had a great dinner. It may not be the most fabulous and luxurious one but it was a really warmth, pleasant and loving one. It was really great to pour out everything among cousins n relatives, either the goods or bads. The whole atmosphere was jz so impressive n wonderful which i had never ever had a glimpse of it. It may due to the feedback or impact after leaving home to somewhere thousands miles away and make me feel like cherish n treasure family more and it always comes first to me =))

Then, the 2nd one is my birthday. To me, i really dislike that my birthday falls on this usual day. I jz felt like kind of weird if birthday falls on valentine. Yet, birthday is not about me actually. To me, birthday is about how tough is a mum give birth to a child. How great is a mother's love to a child till she is willing to risk and even sacrifice her life to give birth to a child. How amazing it is!!! On my birthday, i always give thanks to my mum by saying '' Thanks for giving birth to me by risking your life =))'' To me, birthday is all about thanksgiving to God who gives me life and to be bornt to this world. Then, mum, someone who had carried me in her uterus for 9 months, induced, and give birth to me by using all her strength n risking her life. YEA...birthday is all about thanksgiving.....

Lastly, valentine...to me, is jz all about how couples love each other. It could be valentine everyday as couples love each other everyday. LOVE is jz more than a feeling or flattery words. It is a commitment which needs trust, honesty, God's commands, care, responsibility and heaps. It is jz something which is too far from me for now. I jz don't really feel like i can be in love or romance with anybody. Maybe i am still not ready yet, maybe i am still letting go the past, maybe there is no right one appear.....lots of maybes...so yay!!! What i really want to do is to pursue my dreams to glorify God's name and live a fruitful life without regretting in God's plans. And, lastly, i believe God will provide someone who we love each other mutually for me. I want to have hope in love, and i want to believe there is love =)) be positive n smile!!!

The 3 in 1 in the 19th of me in 2010 is the special one!!! i will remember it for my whole life!!! Thanks God n PPL =))) Jane said ''It was awesome!!! ''

ready for You....

I am ready for you,

take my heart and make me new now,

I am ready for you,

to come and fill my soul....

Lord, come and take my life, make my soul refreshed in truth now....

jen send me a message today with verse (phil 3:13-14)

we ARE God's children, God's people. God's. so whatever we feel, however we react to a situation, CANNOT be how normal human beings would. cause God's in us right? ( it was a good question to think about and reflects myself in the ways i handle my kinda stupid n complicated emotions and situations)

Am i too selfish ?? Am i thinking for myself too much n hurts others?? i love them...even choose gifts for everyone of them but i jz don't know how to express myself sometimes. Am i too ridiculous in the ways i think?? Am i too immature?? or Am i too overprotected myself till i lose my real self ?? I don't know....i really don't.....

Lord, sometimes i don't really know how to pour out my heart to ppl, i don't really know how to trust on ppl, i don't really know how to become my real self in front of ppl instead to be a hypocrite. I felt so broken...someone who had being broken into pieces, yet still trying her very best to mend it...But she always knows You are the only one who can paste all broken pieces together as if it never ever break before....Pls let me put all trust in You and ready for you to take my life n make it new...Amen.

past tense?? past perfect tense??

Today, me and jensen sit at astaka and had a good chat. I pour out something in my heart which i had bear for days to him. I don't know who to talk to or who are willing to listen to me or jz give me a hug n let me cry on his/her shoudler. After pouring out all, Jensen said ''It has already became past tense...no!! It was past perfect tense!!!'' He told me '' i know...i know how you feel, i know and see everything actually. I know they are good, sit together in tuition, meet each other for lunch n break and lots...i know but i don't want to tell you...coz i know you will cry...your tears will fall...i know how weak actually you are!!! Girl, it has already became past tense..no!!! It was past perfect tense!!! Go n pursue your dream!!! Keep your lies if you think you both will be better!!! Be arrogance as me!!! no need to smile to everyone if you don't feel like!!! That'll be tiring Girl!!! Keep your smile to ppl that will treasure n cherish!! You are beautiful Girl, someone i trust n trust me, someone who are kind enough yet fragile, someone who always persist to finish all, someone who is strong inside out but needs support . Be good to yourself girl pls as you deserve more!!!''

After hearing all this, my mind keep on flashing out ''he n she is good!!is good!! what should i do??'' So, tears fall as usual. Daddy comes to me, hand in me a book which is named ''BE GOOD TO YOURSELF!!!'' Daddy didn't ask more. He jz hug me n said '' if it's painful enough, shout it out. If it's sad enough, cry it out. If it's a past, let it out. '' I jz cried like a baby..non-stop!!! My face was so painful everytime i smile or talk. It had been so hard for me to take bath with face like that. I had lost my appetite for days..not consume any food but jz drink. It had been felt so uncertain to my result, visa, course approval stuffs, first aid course, eng diagnostic test and the journey i am going to walk on. I had been so reckless n broken when i told him that there got guys treat me good as it is jz a lie. I didn't really open up to ppl, didn't really put trust on ppl or didn't really have the hope in ppl. Coz i fear!! fear about the ignorance....fear bout the lost.....jz so fear!!! But, who knows as i never said....never ever complain....never ever tell ppl bout how i feel...never ever cry in front of ppl...never ever. I jz remain silence...silence all the times...

Then, here comes God when i open my devotional book ''word for today''. Title today is '' The battle is over!!'' The verse is ''....tell...[your children]....the mighty things i have done...'' Exodus (10:2). It's not enough to escape your past. Rather, its power over you must be broken, otherwise it'll chase you the rest of your life. When you break away from something that keeps trying to recapture you, it's crucial to get victory over it--otherwise you can't move forward and enjoy the blessing God has in mind for you. It's jarring to think something's over only to find it isn't. But remember, God wants you to see that when you put trust in Him, obstacles and opposition mean nothing. He wants this experience to be a ''landmark memory'' you draw faith from when you face your next problem. It may have been the story of your past, but it'd no longer the truth about your future.

Lastly, God can solve your problems in different ways, but sometimes He takes you through the Red Sea so that when you get to the other side you can look back n see Pharaoh and his armies ''dead on the seashore'' (exodus 14:30) AND KNOW THE BATTLE IS OVER!!! IT'S ALL OVER!!

back to the past ?!

practising....HAHA....go for it ppl!!! =D you guys can!!!

girls were running 4 x 400 =D Run ppl Run!!!

Haha....this is guosheng n youquan.. =D

HAHA...i had a great evening today with bunch of good buddies, previous classmates n peers...i went to acara akhir today...what's the feeling to be backed to school which you had stayed for 5 years??? The first feeling in the moment i step into school is happy!!! I was really excited to watch all my loved ones to run for their teams. I was really excited to shout, cheer, encourage, help and serve them in any ways i can. I was really happy to spend time and do life with them. I was happy to smile so innocently as similar as the ''5 years'' i had. Dancing, jumping, laying, walking, chit-chatting and helping each other on the field brought me back to the past which everyone was building up each other in all matters. I was happy when i help them to pin on and take off their numbers today. This was what i usually did within the 5 years in sports as i am not an atheletic. So, i jz do simple stuffs n help in and out and of course shout n cheer for them =))

Still, guosheng, he is still being so naturally in front of me. The familarity and friendship between us seems like never ever break. We still love to be with each other. We still love the security when each other are by side. We still care for each other and of course build up each other. Thanks God for this friendship which is accompanying me for years n it will become part of my life no matter where we are =D Thanks puiyuen, jensen, kokwei, qianru, jj, julyn, josie, joel, xueqi n lots too =D

Then, the most difficult question turned up to my mind : Isn't everything can be backed to the past?? or isn't the best way for us to live on and move forward?? Isn't silence, pretending and ignorance the best way for us ?? Isn't this all and what i am doing will make us feel better???

(I am trying my very best not to touch the wound, not to back the past that we had, not to intefere more in your life, not to talk deeply with you, not to think too much between us, not to be jealous when i saw or knew you are good with someone else....i rather not to step into your life as i knew you don't need me or the person you need is not me. So ya!! u will be okay =D i will be okay too =D )

what i can actually do is only pray for you everyday and bless you in everything you do =D

when you find you.......

You say you gotta go and find yourself

You say that you're becoming someone else

Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away

I know there's really nothing left to say

Just know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you...come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere

Picture you with the wind in your hair

I'll keep your things right where you left 'em, I'll be here for you.

chorus:

Oh, and I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you...come back to meAnd I hope you find everything that you need

I'll be right here, waiting to see

You find you...come back to me

And I can't get close if you're not there

I can't get inside if there's no soul there

I can't fix you, I can't save you

It's something you'll have to do.

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free

And when you've seen what you need to see

When you find you...come back to me

Come back to me............

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Hmm, tears fall like rains, never stop. I had in this impossible dream for months. I had pretended so much in front of him. I had told so many lies to him. I had told myself ''it'll be okay, you will be okay, i will be okay too.'' I had tried my best not to interfere in anything of you. I had tried my very best to give all encouragements when you are depressed. I had tried many times to let you go n set you free n set myself free as well. I always rather not to expect, rather not to think too much, rather not to ask, rather not to say a single words...but tears cover all...show all...

Girl, ENOUGH OF DREAMING!!! stand up...wake up from the reality n impossible dream...you have something to do with your life...Go to pursue your dream!!! Go to make your daddy smile for what you did!!! Go to make God smile n proud of you...serve him in whatever you can!!! Go to love ppl as much as you can. Go to do something productive rather than thinking or expecting too much of the impossibilities....GO GO GO!!!

(girl, you know you are blessed so much by everyone...ppl love you!!! your smile mean everything to ppl!!! SO SMILE =D )

Maaa....i am so worried about my result.....AHHHHHHH!!! =(((

shepherd love as lullaby...

Want to have a good, long, sweet sleep tonight...So, this will be a very short entry =))
YEA!! i am listening to ''Shepherd love'' by Keith Routledge in his album ''Everyday With Jesus''..
It is jz a nice song which is entirely played by piano and some instruments (flute n violin maybe).
It is jz a song as lullaby to lull me to sleep sweetly like a baby without worries and stresses or haven't open his eyes to see how the world look like =)

它是一首没有曲的歌，
只有简单却优美的旋律，
但每一个旋律却打动我的心，
仿佛在叫我要快乐，要幸福，

你心里是否一直住着一个人？
他似乎已经深深地刻在你的心，
不管你假装忘了，假装漠不关心，
心里的某个角落都会想知道他好吗，
看到他很好，自己也会多笑一点，
你心里的某个角落是否一直住着这样的他？？

我学会了如何把心里的那个他埋藏起来，再也不去碰，再也不多想，就这样，我们都笑了。。。

stay close to me

after a very tiring day,

which i only slept for less than 4 hrs....

Phew!!! There are left 1 more to go!!! That's jz one!!!

hmm...bio today is pretty okay, yet screw up in the last que...gosh!!!

i was too nervous n lacking of time...so all DNA,tRNA,mRNA stuffs had been thrown back of my mind......totally forget how they look like =((

SIGHHHH!!! GG!!! the past had past...no point to keep looking back tho...

Out of the sudden, when i open my lappie,

i heard this song which is jz entirely played with guitar by Tommy Emmanuel....

ermm...i don't know why this song could hit my heart although there is no lyrics at all...

jz totally plain guitar tune which had been played so beautifully...

made me feel jz so comfy with it...

somehow i felt there'll be someone who always stay close to me....

cooking, washing dishes, chit-chatting, drinking coffee with hazelnut, sharing dinner, telling stories of each other, checking out on each other wounds on hands and legs , watching ''house'', ''grey anatomy'' & ''hell's kitchen'', teaching me academic stuffs, playing guitar & singing together.......n heaps n heaps.....making life with me, becoming part of my life =)))

hmm....jz a brief thought in mind today =))

(maybe that's influence by kim & kern, HAHA!!!)

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awww...I am so impressed by those future doctors in my house nowadays...

They told me their first day schooling experiences...can really see how tiring they are...

but, they said ''we are enjoying it, living contentedly with it, that's what docs do!!! =))''

well, so impressed by their words.....Jz motivate me to chase my dream with passion =))

passionate in what i wanna to do although i am not very sure what i want lah!!!

Yet, become a doc is always my dream since young...seems like something i really want to pursue....yet...conditions now n my ability may pull me down =(( But, yes, i gonna to make a try this year despite probability is almost ZERO!!!

Honestly, i prefer med more than den...Bt, only den intakes inter students. So yay!! gonna to work hard for both =)) n see what's i finally turn up to...GIVE ME STRENGTH GOD!!

PS: i wanna to appreciate to kim & ivy who will ask how my exam and revisions goes everyday although they seems to be to tired n bz...But, they still care...n from there, i learnt how to care for ppl, all you jz need is a simple yet heart-warming greeting or reminds...so i am getting there soon =))) well, thankies to Kim for the drumstick n bread when i am so starved during exam periods...and Ivy, your choc brownies n cakes =)) Jane meimei appreciate heaps!!!

n Lastly, i LOVE this flat...nah...not jz a flat to me, is like a homey HOUSE.....full of love & care =)))