Well, i had great times back home this trip although i am encountering with some emotional and relationship problems. However, it was really great that through all this, i had grown more n more in Him. As His divine love endures me through the hardest and broken parts of life.
Today, in the airport, i saw a lots of touching scene. I saw love is all around us yet it's matter on whether we had discovered its either exist or not. There are bunch of friends send off one of their loved one to somewhere. They hug to each others with tears in eyes and mumbled words in ears. It's love among peers. Then, i saw a couple who are going to be separated temporary embrace each other to chest and eventually let go their hands with feelings of not keen to say ''goodbye''. It's love among couples. Lastly,it's my turn to go into the check in counter as the clock stucked to half past 6. I saw mum's eye has already full with tears. I saw dad's unbearable sadness in face. I saw sis's fake n awful smile on face. When the moments we hug each other, my disobidient tears fall non-stopping. I don't even dare to turn my face back to wave with them as i know they are waving to me outside the gate. Isn't called love of family?? My leaving builds up the incredibly stronger relationship in family. Isn't a great things to praise Lord insteads of giving too much complaints and blames??
Well, Birth giving is undeniably a very painful process. Yet, it always birth something new, better and awesome. It could be described as if in a process of letting go a broken relationship of mine. Perhaps, it's indeed a very heart-striking and painful process yet i did learn something new which probably increase my maturity level in handling emotions n problems. Sometimes, God will challenge you through a painful incident or past to teach you how to be rational in handling differents people and problems, either you want to escape from the incoming problems or encountering with your brave soul and heart. I used to choose the earlier one yet this time i am going to take the latter one as my only choice. No more being shaken by various situations.
Haha...i watch a movie on plane today which is on titled ''He's just not into you'' by Jennifer Aniston, Ben Attrack and lots ppl. But, ben is really a cool looking guy (macho guy =D). It teaches me that sometimes happy ending might be picking up the broken parts, framing those broken ones again and just move on as he's just not into you!!! So, what's i going to do is ''just move on!!! Giving in all i can to serve God and ppl but not to wait to be served!!! n My very priority is to study hard to pursue my dream and to glorify His name.'' What mum said is so true '' If you wish to serve people in medical field, either treating the sick to recover or helping people with their teeth, firstly you have to strive hard to fit yourself a place in that field, not just by saying but actions are need to be taken =D ''
Here, i really want to give thanks to Him. Although challenges are given non-stopping and there would be more n more in the coming days, yet, i still want to give thanks.
'' Give thanks with the grateful heart,
Give thanks to the holy one,
Give thanks because he's given,
Jesus Christ, He is the one,
and now let the weak say ''i am strong'',
let the poor say ''i am rich'',
because of what the Lord had done for us,
GIVE THANKS. ''
This hymn lull me to sleep tonight. I promise that no more ''insomnia'', no more ''haunted by the past''....MOVE ON and GIVE THANKS =D
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