we hwin!!! :)

YES!!! WE WERE THERE :)

They scrumed me :(

ALL BLACKS are doing the HAKA!!! :)

singing national athems!!! nz's nicer!!!

ALL BLACKS'S logo :)) sooo prettyyy!!!

Indeed, it was a really awesome match!!! Last match in Carisbrook stadium, Dunedin!!! But, my first ever!!! It was a really good one as i really cheer till my voice box hurts. The quick waves was fun too!!! It was good that They won by 42-9 to the Wales. It was even better that finally i had an opportunity to shout out all my anxieties and frustrations. Thanks my good friends too!!! :)) You guys are awesome too!!!

what's coming up next?? christchurch & welly!!! woootsss!!! :)))

It is good as God is always good to us.

Sweet things always come after the battle.

Yet, there more to be done, to be pulled through...

n I want to make it all well done with You.

that's weird....i guess i did miss you when i listen to the songs that you like....i miss you!!

exercise bonds relationship ;)

This week could be said that quite a productive one.
We girls (lifegroup) went exercise in unipol for twice a week.
From doing cardio till weights,
to make your quadriceps, hamstrings,triceps and biceps muscle firm n strong,
living in such a healthy life huh?? lolsss....

HAHA, i felt that i can be more n more open to my lifegroup girls.
Alicia (the very lady captain),stef,fio,jud n rachel...
well, i love to talk to alicia coz she is amazed me,
esp the maturity that she is having, the experiences, the promises...
i can jz pour out everything to her, can jz be so real in front of her...
can LAUGH OUT LOUD, can be funny, can be serious....lolss...

Tonight, we went for badminton...haha...enjoyable one...
exercise does help in bonding with ppl,
relationship btwn lg girls, btwn couples, btwn friends,
i love to play badminton,
either play seriously or jz for fun...
i love to hit the shuttlecock with all my strength,
jz like i am giving in all i can in living,
giving in all, hit every shuttles it comes to me,
as if conquers all challenges that approaching to me,
well, the feeling jz so so similar....

HAHA...tonight, we had a fun match...
me, caleb, fio n joel laughing all the ways when playing,
but, we did sweat...yet we played in a more relaxing ways...
had been long time for not laughing till stomach pain....
well, i laughed for 2 hrs today... =))

Love exercise, love my lg,
love badminton, love laughing out loud,
love to be myself by not bothering about how ppl look at me,
love doing life together,
love to give in all i can in everything i do,
love to do my best in pursuing dreams,
love God so much so much....

gonna to build a stronger relationship with Him,
easter coming, a break from everything,
the 4 days...
I JUST WANT TO GIVE ALL TO HIM....

''father lord, thank you that you love me so much so much, thank you that you are always by my side, thank you that you are willing to come into my heart n life to understand me, thank you for what you had provided n are providing, thank you for giving a great loving family backhome, thank you for deliver awesome friends in my life,thank you for listening to me,to my grumbles everyday, thank you for everything...i love you lord!!! so much, so much...in jesus name, amen :) ''

back to the past ?!

practising....HAHA....go for it ppl!!! =D you guys can!!!

girls were running 4 x 400 =D Run ppl Run!!!

Haha....this is guosheng n youquan.. =D

HAHA...i had a great evening today with bunch of good buddies, previous classmates n peers...i went to acara akhir today...what's the feeling to be backed to school which you had stayed for 5 years??? The first feeling in the moment i step into school is happy!!! I was really excited to watch all my loved ones to run for their teams. I was really excited to shout, cheer, encourage, help and serve them in any ways i can. I was really happy to spend time and do life with them. I was happy to smile so innocently as similar as the ''5 years'' i had. Dancing, jumping, laying, walking, chit-chatting and helping each other on the field brought me back to the past which everyone was building up each other in all matters. I was happy when i help them to pin on and take off their numbers today. This was what i usually did within the 5 years in sports as i am not an atheletic. So, i jz do simple stuffs n help in and out and of course shout n cheer for them =))

Still, guosheng, he is still being so naturally in front of me. The familarity and friendship between us seems like never ever break. We still love to be with each other. We still love the security when each other are by side. We still care for each other and of course build up each other. Thanks God for this friendship which is accompanying me for years n it will become part of my life no matter where we are =D Thanks puiyuen, jensen, kokwei, qianru, jj, julyn, josie, joel, xueqi n lots too =D

Then, the most difficult question turned up to my mind : Isn't everything can be backed to the past?? or isn't the best way for us to live on and move forward?? Isn't silence, pretending and ignorance the best way for us ?? Isn't this all and what i am doing will make us feel better???

(I am trying my very best not to touch the wound, not to back the past that we had, not to intefere more in your life, not to talk deeply with you, not to think too much between us, not to be jealous when i saw or knew you are good with someone else....i rather not to step into your life as i knew you don't need me or the person you need is not me. So ya!! u will be okay =D i will be okay too =D )

what i can actually do is only pray for you everyday and bless you in everything you do =D

The first basketball game =))

I had the first basketball game after living for 19 years..and it's truth..i am not kidding!!! =))

~This is the first time i am being involved in the game with bros n sisters in christ.
~This is the first time i am not being considered as a transparent one.
~This is the first time ppl shouted my name and willing to pass the ball to me.
~This is the first time ppl encouraged me to score when ball in my hand.
~This is the first time i really let go my hypocrisy n enjoy the game.
~This is the first time i love ppl to shout at my name n pass the ball to me.
~This is the first time ppl willing to teach me what to do when ball is fallen in my hand.
~This is the first time ppl willing to build me up from my weaknesses.
~This is the first time i reckon basketball is a fantastic sport game.
~This is the time i fall in love with it =))

Thanks guys for the Love n Willingness =)))