The 3 in 1...

There was the ''3 in 1'' for me this year on the 14th Feb....

1st - Happy Chinese New Year
2nd - Happy Birthday
3rd - Happy Valentine

Yet, the first one always comes first as it is the most significant one to me as all of my relatives came back from different places this year. What's CNY all about?? To me, cny every year is basically the same ( reunion dinner, get angpau, fireworks, chit-chatting, cooking, preparing ) Yet, to me, CNY for this year is so different coz i saw n felt the warmth of the coming back n gathering of the whole family. We had a great dinner. It may not be the most fabulous and luxurious one but it was a really warmth, pleasant and loving one. It was really great to pour out everything among cousins n relatives, either the goods or bads. The whole atmosphere was jz so impressive n wonderful which i had never ever had a glimpse of it. It may due to the feedback or impact after leaving home to somewhere thousands miles away and make me feel like cherish n treasure family more and it always comes first to me =))

Then, the 2nd one is my birthday. To me, i really dislike that my birthday falls on this usual day. I jz felt like kind of weird if birthday falls on valentine. Yet, birthday is not about me actually. To me, birthday is about how tough is a mum give birth to a child. How great is a mother's love to a child till she is willing to risk and even sacrifice her life to give birth to a child. How amazing it is!!! On my birthday, i always give thanks to my mum by saying '' Thanks for giving birth to me by risking your life =))'' To me, birthday is all about thanksgiving to God who gives me life and to be bornt to this world. Then, mum, someone who had carried me in her uterus for 9 months, induced, and give birth to me by using all her strength n risking her life. YEA...birthday is all about thanksgiving.....

Lastly, valentine...to me, is jz all about how couples love each other. It could be valentine everyday as couples love each other everyday. LOVE is jz more than a feeling or flattery words. It is a commitment which needs trust, honesty, God's commands, care, responsibility and heaps. It is jz something which is too far from me for now. I jz don't really feel like i can be in love or romance with anybody. Maybe i am still not ready yet, maybe i am still letting go the past, maybe there is no right one appear.....lots of maybes...so yay!!! What i really want to do is to pursue my dreams to glorify God's name and live a fruitful life without regretting in God's plans. And, lastly, i believe God will provide someone who we love each other mutually for me. I want to have hope in love, and i want to believe there is love =)) be positive n smile!!!

The 3 in 1 in the 19th of me in 2010 is the special one!!! i will remember it for my whole life!!! Thanks God n PPL =))) Jane said ''It was awesome!!! ''