hmmm.....i changed my blog add....and noot many ppl know it.....i think only gorgor knows la....
anyway, i fall sick terribly.......running nose.....dizziness.....a lil bit fever and sorethroat too....
less than a week......EXAM!!! i dont really wish to have it actually but i have to sit......sad though...
really tired......
the mountains in front of me seems higher and higher.....
i doubt.....and disappointed...and discouraged by ppl around me....
because i am not that well in studies....i being left behind...
so...i rather choose to listen than talk...as nobody will listen to me....
felt alone......being abandoned???
nvm..it's ok!!!
there are many kinds of ppl in this world....
we cant be able to understand a person clearly or deeply....
n everyone have his or her ugly sides which we all hide so precisely in our daily life...
but all the ugly behaviours still will be shown when we don't really realize it.....
the ugly sides of a person might be scary.....might draw ppl around you further away....
because of success....somebody may betray friends and loved ones....because of pride....somebody may hurt others with their own ways cruelly.....because of high post.....somebody may cheat and trap ppl around them....because of greediness....somebody may lose her/his inner beauty.....because of EXAM.....somebody may not recognize the weak ones or look down on them.....because of those becauses.......i kept my heart in a safest place......n not to let ''my heart'' to get sick.......i don't believe anyone.....coz i may be hurt badly in the end.....so....i don't want to open my heart to know....hear....believe....share....
i jz listen.....and listen......coz.....it's the only and better ways to avoid of sick in heart.....
S.I.C.K~~ SELF ISOLATION COULD BE OKAY!!!! (i comfort myself) ^^
