back to the past ?!

practising....HAHA....go for it ppl!!! =D you guys can!!!

girls were running 4 x 400 =D Run ppl Run!!!

Haha....this is guosheng n youquan.. =D

HAHA...i had a great evening today with bunch of good buddies, previous classmates n peers...i went to acara akhir today...what's the feeling to be backed to school which you had stayed for 5 years??? The first feeling in the moment i step into school is happy!!! I was really excited to watch all my loved ones to run for their teams. I was really excited to shout, cheer, encourage, help and serve them in any ways i can. I was really happy to spend time and do life with them. I was happy to smile so innocently as similar as the ''5 years'' i had. Dancing, jumping, laying, walking, chit-chatting and helping each other on the field brought me back to the past which everyone was building up each other in all matters. I was happy when i help them to pin on and take off their numbers today. This was what i usually did within the 5 years in sports as i am not an atheletic. So, i jz do simple stuffs n help in and out and of course shout n cheer for them =))

Still, guosheng, he is still being so naturally in front of me. The familarity and friendship between us seems like never ever break. We still love to be with each other. We still love the security when each other are by side. We still care for each other and of course build up each other. Thanks God for this friendship which is accompanying me for years n it will become part of my life no matter where we are =D Thanks puiyuen, jensen, kokwei, qianru, jj, julyn, josie, joel, xueqi n lots too =D

Then, the most difficult question turned up to my mind : Isn't everything can be backed to the past?? or isn't the best way for us to live on and move forward?? Isn't silence, pretending and ignorance the best way for us ?? Isn't this all and what i am doing will make us feel better???

(I am trying my very best not to touch the wound, not to back the past that we had, not to intefere more in your life, not to talk deeply with you, not to think too much between us, not to be jealous when i saw or knew you are good with someone else....i rather not to step into your life as i knew you don't need me or the person you need is not me. So ya!! u will be okay =D i will be okay too =D )

what i can actually do is only pray for you everyday and bless you in everything you do =D