peer love =))

Haha!!! =))

I love teo kahsiong & ea guosheng so much so much man!!!


Kahsiong, there are tears in his eye when we hug before i go off =)) i know how much he is not keen to send me off today. He asked me to ''bear'' in everything till i succeed in my studies. He is a very special friend of mine. We seems to have the same thoughts n minds in almost every situations. It was great and awesome to know him, really!!!



guosheng, he jz so funny!!! takes almost 30 mins to send me to church which is so near to the mall =))) LOLS!!! n He keeps turning into the wrong ways and find excuses that he don't know how to go n which way to go is nearer...LOLS!!! He is jz so cute!!! HAHA...not keen to send me off n let me go but don't know how to express by words yet do funny n stupid actions =)) Yet, i appreciate him lots =)) Thanks for him always be there for me =))



I LOVE THEM HEAPS!!! =)))

back to the past ?!

practising....HAHA....go for it ppl!!! =D you guys can!!!

girls were running 4 x 400 =D Run ppl Run!!!

Haha....this is guosheng n youquan.. =D

HAHA...i had a great evening today with bunch of good buddies, previous classmates n peers...i went to acara akhir today...what's the feeling to be backed to school which you had stayed for 5 years??? The first feeling in the moment i step into school is happy!!! I was really excited to watch all my loved ones to run for their teams. I was really excited to shout, cheer, encourage, help and serve them in any ways i can. I was really happy to spend time and do life with them. I was happy to smile so innocently as similar as the ''5 years'' i had. Dancing, jumping, laying, walking, chit-chatting and helping each other on the field brought me back to the past which everyone was building up each other in all matters. I was happy when i help them to pin on and take off their numbers today. This was what i usually did within the 5 years in sports as i am not an atheletic. So, i jz do simple stuffs n help in and out and of course shout n cheer for them =))

Still, guosheng, he is still being so naturally in front of me. The familarity and friendship between us seems like never ever break. We still love to be with each other. We still love the security when each other are by side. We still care for each other and of course build up each other. Thanks God for this friendship which is accompanying me for years n it will become part of my life no matter where we are =D Thanks puiyuen, jensen, kokwei, qianru, jj, julyn, josie, joel, xueqi n lots too =D

Then, the most difficult question turned up to my mind : Isn't everything can be backed to the past?? or isn't the best way for us to live on and move forward?? Isn't silence, pretending and ignorance the best way for us ?? Isn't this all and what i am doing will make us feel better???

(I am trying my very best not to touch the wound, not to back the past that we had, not to intefere more in your life, not to talk deeply with you, not to think too much between us, not to be jealous when i saw or knew you are good with someone else....i rather not to step into your life as i knew you don't need me or the person you need is not me. So ya!! u will be okay =D i will be okay too =D )

what i can actually do is only pray for you everyday and bless you in everything you do =D

The first grad i had attended!!! an inspired one!!!

See, she is Jen with flowersn her gown of course!!! =))

YEA!!! Today, 12th the 12 (a.k.a 12th dec 09), i attended Jen's, martin's, Han's n Annet's graduation!!! It's a great one indeed!! and it reallly inspire me lots!!

When i reached there, everyone was happily gathered in front of den school for the parade. HAHA....i was so amazed by lots n lots of asians. WOW....there were almost half of the total is asians!!! Then, i was wondering the gown they were wearing with a piece of different colours silk cloth ( i don't know how to describe act.) So, i asked melia bout the colours, she told me that :

med-light purple, den-dark purple, gold-applied science, green-physio, blue-commence, pink-arts, violet-den tech and etc. I love the light purple n the darker ones.....haha!!! Then, i realized that there were lots n lots of docs n dentists standing around me.....so happy!!! They looked so nice, pretty n handsome as well =))

Now, is the time fthe parade began although there were thiny lil drops of rain accompanied us!!! i really really love the parade. Those graduates were holding bouquets of flower, wearing the four-sided graduate hat, walking in heels n leather shoes with the heaps of blessings from families n peers of course!!! WOW....i really really FALL IN LOVE with it!!! =)) is so wonderful!!!

Congratz to Jen (applied sci), Martin (med-doc!!!), Hans ( physio) and Annet ( den!!)!!!! You guys look really really great!!! eee...i wanna to go to andrew's n eugene's on Wed!!! can't wait la!!!

From the first grad i attended in my life, i got lots of inspirations n encouragements!!! n I really really grateful to someone who encourage me a lots with God's word. Hey, you are not that introvert!!! You really can talk..n talk even more than me!! Thank you for him as he keeps on reminding me to stay POSITIVE!!! He knows i am a really bitter grl although i looks cheerful from outside. Yet, he looks into inside ( the internal part of me). Yea, i know it's so hard to accept or to encourage someone who easily depressed or always live in despair. Yet, u jz don't care what ppl think of me. You jz give all the advices each day when i said something which is so NEGATIVE!!

You said '' if you live in despair means u never ever want God to enter ur life n heart to help n lead you. You are jz burdening yourself. Although u knows crying or blaming or ''sighs'' are so pointless to a situation happened, yet there is still no peace in your heart coz you didn't want to hold on Hope, Faith n Love. You said u r fear, so u lose all the hopes n confidences. Yet, why don't u try to think POSITIVELY!!!! STAND UP after u failed, THINK POSITIVELY although u may fail, DO WHAT U CAN DO n don't bother what ppl told u!!! When u believe there is hope, faith, hope n love, u r letting God leading ur way!! =))''

At the moment, i stunned by what u told me. My eyes was blinking at you. n I realized that u had talked to me for 2 hrs. n I was silent in those hrs. WOW!!!! Thank you dude!! for sharing ur testimonials. for telling me little little things to cheer me up =))) Thanks!! Jane appreciates a lots!!! =))

Your favourite quote ''the right alttitudes make its own luck''. So, i will hold on the right n positive alttitudes to accomplish all the missions, to breakthrough all he hardships, to live for Him and glorify His Name!!! =)))

p/s : after the last tear drop there is love!!! Believe me....love from genuine peers always appear n approach to you when u need them!!! =)) So, thanks for sharing, thanks for encouraging, thanks for rousing, thanks for looking inside but not outside =D n we will strive hard sama-sama to get into DEN!!! remember the promise =))) Jiayou, we can!!!