well, we (melia, ying, ben, andrew, jen, calvin) bought a 6 feet tall greenish christmas tree and a box of red n gold glitter ornaments which have different shapes and patterns ( gold sparkle stars, red bell without linglong (which ying complained!!!), lil red flowers n ribbons, decorations which is used to twine around the tree ( somethings looked like a pile of gold reddish grass-melia said), n all the 3 sizes balls!!! Well, we were excited when we got those xmas stuffs from warehouse after lunch n church service....HAHA =))
Then, we had our decoration moments in jen's flat at night. HEHEHE....It's was real fun!! we took heaps of photos. In meanwhile, Ben opened some christmas song to enrich the christmas atmosphere. Hmmm...some weird beats xmas songs do sound creepy!!! So, we decided to sing those cute n merry songs like Rudolph The Red-nosed Reindeer and cute version of we wish u a merry xmas. HAHA....couldn't able to forget how calvin sang the Rudolph's one...was so funny!!! He sang '' rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, has a very shiny nose (like a light bulb)!!!'' He jz love to add those funny decos at the end of the lyric!! But, it did make us laugh out loud (LOLS)!!!
Hmm, then, we had a very lovely movie from sg '' The wedding Game'' if i was not mistakened la!!! Hmmm, it's a very funny mvie. We laughed n laughed most of the time. At the same time, we also gave out lots of opinions as well. HAHAHA....n we had chicken popcorns n wedges for the night....kudos to Jen!! HAHA....then we had the last shot with our micro optic fibre xmas tree which is full of colourful n attractive lights!! Woooohoooo....it's damn nice!!! really...coz we paid hardworks on it!! =)) From steps to steps :
1) opened the huge box
2) took out the folded christmas tree
3) opened up the folded leaves
4) put on our first ornament together (red bell without linglong)
5) then put on the other ornaments to deco it =))
6) set up the cable n fix a plc to put the tree by arranging the sofa again n again (hard chores)
7) hmm...it's the time to LIT it up!!!
8) WOW.....it's so beautiful with colourful lights...
9) admiring n taking photos in the dark with xmas songs on!!
Hmm.....i felt loved on that night. To be honest, i didn't know them very well. But, but, i willing to tear down the wall of my heart= not to be scared of ppl anymore n let ppl into my life n heart!!!
Frankly speaking, it's no easy to tear down the thick layer of the wall we set or build for a long time. yea..initially, i did feel being left out. So, i started to blame ppl....blame my poor english....blame my lousy communication skills....blame my foolish coolness....blame my hypocrite look....blame every single lil weaknesses i have!!!
Yet, i told you it's jz useless of how much u blame. You are jz looking yourself down but not others!! IS YOU yourself build the wall so high which make ppl hard to jump over albeit they wish to or they are willing to. So, i prayed with tears to God. Asking why i was being ignored or left out by ppl?? Asking why i can't get along with them. Asking why ignorance doesn't feel good?? Asking why solitude sometimes hurts??
I got the answer after a few days. I heard God said '' my girl....Go ahead to experience life with ppl out there which u envy so much.....put down the mask......tear down the wall.....n jz BE YOUR REAL SELF!!! '' Yea.....so......i tried to put down my hypocrite character and start to communicate with ppl...hmm...that's sweet when ppl replied u n laugh together. I felt warmed in this zombie town!! THANKS FOR ALL =)))
I jz wanna to say thanks to ppl who accepted me as their friends. Well, i am speaking to someone life now....hope him stop to be introvert!!! yea....he is a good friend of mine....He teaches me how to make coffee n lots of investments things. He told me ''' hey i can't imagine i am chatting craps with you for 3 day a row!!! You are the first one who can able to make me talk so much n tease you!! Thank you!! my guinea pig =))'' Well, i felt being appreciated at that moment. I felt i am growing each day in every single moments. Thanks as well dude!!! love the purity of friendship with teases, encouragements, motivations, reminders, rouses, comforts, pamper and lots!!!
I hope there will be more n more in the coming days , weeks , months n years of course!!!
Hey dear dor, luke carson n mich (if u come back) let's us strive hard together hands in hands walk into the den school in year 2011 =))) God bless us!! let's pray bout it =D
