EXAM...EXtraordinary Adorations as Medicine....

hmmm......yupe....
i am really stressed out during exam with terrible and horrible flu, sneeze, mild fever, and cough with lil phelgm....
But, even though how unwell my physical body is, my heart is full of appreciations and motivations and loves too!!!

yea.....firstly, i really want to thank dorothy, my dear sis who always give me the best encouragements and her prayers are really really work....and her hugsss and patience ears which always hear my problems and troubles........

Next, i also want to give my gratefulness to Gorgor cyrus who never ever leave me during my exam and when i was so sick...he really really act as my real family here.....ask me to sleep every night as my dad always do......ask me to take medicine and rest as my mum always do....check on me everyday by asking me ''how are you??'' or '' are you feel better today??'' ...he is really my gorgor....HAHA..

Then, i want to thank ginny jie who gives me a small cute pin with a very useful verse from bible which really motivates a lots. Hmmm...and Jen jie who give a row of oreo biscuit as snack and food during exam....HAHA.....she don't want me to starve with hunger during exam maybe....but i am touched though coz it's so sudden and random...

Nah.....isn't these all mean that i didn't loss but i gained a lots?? isn't these all the remedies which God gave to make me to survive through each day??

yea....Gor asked '' start to love us leh??'' i answered with happiness '' YUPE!!! LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH!!!''

Now....i know what is true love, what can make my empty heart to fill full, what can cure me from those pains and hurts, what can make me to stop my depression and emoness, what can fulfill my loneliness and so on....

yea.....i almost fully cured because i realize that even tough how sad and depressed i am, there is something which we cannot change it although how hard we try for it.....may be it is giving up but not letting go because i still want someone to be happy with his life....and live as a living human with soul everyday...it's love but it's just a care from a friend...me...grow up already!!! can able to do things without your help....can stand strong to face the challenges......can stop expect the care from you....HAHA.....i can do it all by now already!!! awesome isn't??

yea.......时间在走，人也在变，我变得不再害怕寂寞，不再会有任何期待，不再为你哭泣，我还是会想起，还是会想念，还是会感到有遗憾，但这一切似乎都升华了。。。我把我们的回忆放在心里，再也没有厌恨，再也没有埋怨，回忆是美的，是快乐的，所以我感激！！！