red bean soup....

i went to the university christian youth fellowship today....
we stay till almost 11pm for supper....hahaha...quite happy......at least someone comes to talk and chat with me....we watched a indonesia movie today in the youth centre......the movie is about how a muslim become a christian...quite a touching movie.....HAHAHA....i am so proud that i can understand the language coz most of them cant....after the movie, we had been divided into small groups to share our ''hurts or depression'' during our growth....unexpectedly, i was asked to share my experience....i told them '' now, i am encountering depression!!!'' ......i lose my reliance..maybe i was being pampered too much by my mum & dad and even some friends......sigh......consequently, i had been trying so hard to adapt and love.....yet i believe He will me there for me to reach out.....yes, He is!!!

UMAT....UMAT....UMAT test....i lost the first chance to take the exam.......so....i just got one and the only chance.....i want to pass it!!! i will improve my english to help me to pass it!!! at least got something i want to strive hard on.....hehehe.....

yeah!!! '''Red Bean Soup'''.....u don't know how much i miss you......thx for aunt rongmei for the great red bean soup for supper....it did really make me felt at home and warmth.....i appreciated it so much!!! Actually, i am so down today.....coz i forgot to bring my lab coat...i was so afraid that they might chase me out of the lab....hooooooo....luckily they didn't.....i was rushing to finish all the experiments....coz there is a lab exit test....i had already tried my best to do the test....hoooooooo.......ohhh, forgot to tell that i drank 3 bowls of soup.....heeheeeheeeheeeee.......

'''my strenght renewed because of You, my Lord!''