11....

hmm.......11 days to go to fly back.....to start the second sem.....
what i did in this holidays which had brought lots sweet memories???
hmmm....i guess is swimming today!!!
coz i did drink lots of flourine water when i swam.....maybe long time didnt swim i guess.....almost for years already....but it was fun indeed!!!
haha....hmmm.....

something we did not speak out didn't mean that we are not consider or pay attention of...
something we did not pour out didn't mean that we are not fear or scare of....
example 1 : when i swim today, i did drink lots of flourine water and water goes into ears, but i didn't say out or complaint....maybe i had grown up.....choose to appreciate and cherish the sweet moments i had rather than did much complaints and demands....
example 2 : i really want to cry because of fear of the upcoming next sem which i need to encounter it alone, but i didn't....not even a drop of tear fall....maybe i had became so strong till i am able to face everything by myself and i know Him is more than enough....and only Him will never ever leave me alone as He loves me!!!

thanks for the great hug.....thanks for the sweet moments.....thanks for everything....
me satisfied with what i have now......
me going to fight for what i want in the future......
me going to live for Him forever in my imperfect life......
me going to be cheerful in my last 11 days in msia....

'' He will mend the imperfect ones and lives to be better each day.....don't you wonder why don't He mend them into perfect ones like Him?? coz He is God, we are only human.....He is perfect but we might not....however we are SPECIAL in His eyes!!! and that's more than enough...don't you think so???"

(learnt to be cheerful.....learnt to be satisfied.....learnt to be appreciative.....learnt to stay strong each day....learnt to inspire n motivate someone i care....learnt to love n care in different ways....learnt to be mature day by day!!!)

red bean soup....

i went to the university christian youth fellowship today....
we stay till almost 11pm for supper....hahaha...quite happy......at least someone comes to talk and chat with me....we watched a indonesia movie today in the youth centre......the movie is about how a muslim become a christian...quite a touching movie.....HAHAHA....i am so proud that i can understand the language coz most of them cant....after the movie, we had been divided into small groups to share our ''hurts or depression'' during our growth....unexpectedly, i was asked to share my experience....i told them '' now, i am encountering depression!!!'' ......i lose my reliance..maybe i was being pampered too much by my mum & dad and even some friends......sigh......consequently, i had been trying so hard to adapt and love.....yet i believe He will me there for me to reach out.....yes, He is!!!

UMAT....UMAT....UMAT test....i lost the first chance to take the exam.......so....i just got one and the only chance.....i want to pass it!!! i will improve my english to help me to pass it!!! at least got something i want to strive hard on.....hehehe.....

yeah!!! '''Red Bean Soup'''.....u don't know how much i miss you......thx for aunt rongmei for the great red bean soup for supper....it did really make me felt at home and warmth.....i appreciated it so much!!! Actually, i am so down today.....coz i forgot to bring my lab coat...i was so afraid that they might chase me out of the lab....hooooooo....luckily they didn't.....i was rushing to finish all the experiments....coz there is a lab exit test....i had already tried my best to do the test....hoooooooo.......ohhh, forgot to tell that i drank 3 bowls of soup.....heeheeeheeeheeeee.......

'''my strenght renewed because of You, my Lord!''