SHOUT..........

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.............

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..............

i hide all my pains n hurts in my heart........

not even want to tell........no one are willing to hear......

so......i kept on acting as a happy and cheerful girl.......

now.......... i am

extremely tired........exhausted............fatigue........

everyday rush here n there for lectures and tutorials......

every week carry kgs of gloceries up the mountain......

my injured left leg are fighting with my determination right now.....

i want to move on and move on.......my dear leg.....

pls don't stop me from moving on.....

group research, labs test, labs experiment, all the upcoming tests,

epidemiology essay and research, giving out questionnaires, supermarket, church and service.......all of them are waiting for me to accomplish....

my dear left leg, u did really made me pain when i was walking to school these 2 days....

i am so afraid the incident will be happened again as before.....

~the experience of unable to stand up and walk......

~the experience of being treated in a weird and scary chinese tradisional ways....

~the experience of being sent into the CT scan which seems like a submarine for almost 2

hours.....

now....no one can help me anymore.....neither helping me to carry my begs and goods nor sup porting me when i am moving here and there....sigh..........

so, my dear legs, u don't how much i need you both now! pls......pls........don't stop functioning ok??