today, i did my first dissection on rat...i thought i will be the first one go out of the class and give up...yet i was not afraid...i was so calm....and it did make me felt excited!!! How can i be so brave??? i was wondering too!!! before that i was so afraid of animal, esp dogs...now i can be able to dissect a rat....cool!!! my first attempt was a successful one.....did really enjoyed!!!
some ppl may think that dissection is a cruel stuff....
but, it made me feel alive again after losing hope....at least feel better a bit....
a big change in my life is also a big growth to me......now, loneliness is also a blissful blessing to me.....trained me to be such a brave and strong girl....hahaha.....i choose to let myself to live more happier rather than kept on complaining and blaming.....maybe the world has becoming cold and no love, yet there are so many people strive hard to wake up early in the morning, waiting for bus in a cold and rainy whether, walk to school or work and etc.....i should be like them....keep on moving on....i knew it was tiring without resting....yet it may be a way to make me feel better...because once i stopped to rest...i would start to imagine all those discouraged things....
so, i am a lucky person to have the chance to study abroad.....i must cherish it actually.....jane, throw away those worst feeling in your mind and heart.....alone may be a great thing...u must think this way.....even a blind person can walk here and there with his only stick in his hand.....even a girl who had difficulty in walking can carry a huge bag and climbing up the steep road.....why cant you make it??? a stick, a strong determination, a belief may let someone to stay alive......有时候一个人也可以.....
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