right here waiting for you

moving out made me so tired......
so many things to buy and organize..
i went to the warehouse after school...
to buy some household stuffs....
i bought a rack to hang my clothes and
another small rack to dry my clothes....
n some plates, cups, spoons.knife,forks,bowl, etc.....
i supposed to walk back home from the warehouse.....
but how i couldn't able to carry all the things that i bought??
so helpless....raining at that moment....n i only left 15 bucks in my wallet.....
sigh....i stood outside the warehouse to wait.....
i didn't know what i am waiting for....i need help...
yet nobody came.........felt discouraged....upset....useless...

suddenly, i heard a sound....
''girl, you had enough money to call a taxi....why don't you try??''
when i turned around....i saw there is no one standing near to me...
who was that??? is He God??
i think He is.....i praised....i was grateful...
i was so afraid 15 bucks is not enough...
yet....God showed me that '' girl, it is more than enough!!!''
ok......now....i finally reached home......started arranging my stuff....
i needed to fix the rack i bought....hooooooooo....
how can a girl fix such a big and heavy rack???
i prayed again to God.....
no choice already......still needed to fix it anyway....
when i was fixing it, i felt that God is with me....
He seemed like using his hands to fix it for me....

Thanks God......i was so little.....
i was so tired....i was so hungry as well.....
yet You are always there for me...
i was not waiting for a miracle...
instead i was waiting for You...
You always say.....
'' girl, take a rest and know I am God...I am right here waiting for you to reach out to me...''