Showing posts with label healings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label healings. Show all posts

Sunday, May 23, 2010

be reminded again :)


You want me to walk through the fire. But, You never want me to walk through this all by myself. You never want me to get burnt while i'm walking through the flame. Simply because You still want me to stay strong and pretty for You. And again, You tell me that i will never ever walk alone......never!!!
Thanks for reminding me that You're walking me through the fire......

Monday, May 3, 2010

the old one.....


It numbs more than 10 times a day....
can't even stand up when the numbs attacking......


sighhhh....what to do??
eat more calcium?? exercise?? don't sit too long??

well,
i've been there a thousand times,
feel the numbs like a thousand knives,
it's hurt, i know it's hurts.
bear it through!!!

Hold on...hold on....


Thursday, November 19, 2009

let it go....

Hmm.....i supposed to accomplish my seminar presentation by tonight....but, i did blogging again...

Today, i realized everything had changed even human's heart....
Finally, i realized that relationship is jz a need....a need of we both yet it's not love tho....
I didn't have disappointments after finishing the ''Hi-Bye'' process...i jz felt so relieved coz i did it!!!

LET IT GO...
something which is not mine n yours,
something which is jz a need n comfort,
something which is all in the rush,
something which sincerity is fake,

LET IT GO...
something which we did wrong..
something which cause hurts....
something which is no return paid...
something which is impossible...

previously, i thought ''let it go'' is jz a phrase which is extremely hard to turn it to action, yet, experience is the best teacher to teach us the way we should do to stop ourselves from suffering. What a relief ?! ''LET IT GO'' is jz need a heart with willingness and forgiveness...once you decided to let go, u must have a fixed heart. To have a fixed heart means to have our mind made up so that we are not going to change it.

A steadfast heart....
everything changed....
you n her or the 'she'....
not my matters anymore...
perhaps a ''Hi-Bye'' is a surplus...
yet ''friendly'' is my nature...
if felt annoying...jz ignored....
i can able to take it...
as i already did my part as a friend...

A steadfast heart....
i jz want to be determined...
stay positive and happy...
walk in the peace of God...

''sometimes, what i need is jz a listening ears which can bear my grumbling esp when the moment ''i am not alright''........n that's all....''

rolling my tiring eyes...listening to the songs....and it's time to continue my assignment....hmmm....GO!! gO!! Go!!!

Monday, August 31, 2009

3.2.1........

it's not the end!!! it's matter how u going to finish!!!

During the weeks....i am questioning myself : '' jane, are you going to give up?? are you stillgoing to be so weak to wait for sympathy and comforts from people?? are you still going to live under the shade of the pains?? are you still going to isolate yourself by stop hoping for any miracles??? are you still going to be a hypocrite?? or else....ARE YOU GOING TO FINISH STRONG?????

3 weeks to go exam is coming.......2 more assignments to due in......1 more heart to be fully heal!!!