hmmm....
this saturday is a day which is full of LOVE....
from the very early morning, i supposed to go to mountain climbing with a friend but i cant able to find him and i was totally lost man!!! But, he did fetch me for breakfast...thx my bro....happy to have a great chat with you...HAHAHA...
then...somethings happened but sweet!!! hmmm....SECRETTTT!!!!
but, totally touched by the song ''sometimes when we touch'' by Dan Hill...it's exactly how i feel now...i did break down and cry which is somethings unexpectedly happened, but i felt disappointed indeed after i saw something....but what can i blame for??? who can i blame then??? why should i blame??? i cry because i fear...jz fear....i did not want to speak out but tears fall....and it keeps on falling with internal pains which i scare of....i don't know what to do but i told myself not to cry anymore...n this is the last time for the rest of the life....you worth to have a better one...don't you???
then....i have a group of lovely friends who adore and love me so much......they sing to me and all are guys....are the 4 cool guys in my f5 class.....i was touched by each of them.....
~p/s weichong....thx for the courage that you be able to pour out ur lovely and deep voice to sing to me....i was touched really!!!
~p/s jensen.......thanks for your funny expressions and voice and acts which will make me laugh out loud everytime....i know u really cherish the friendship we have....i know you really love me as good sister....thx you!!!
~p/s kokwei.....ohhh...i love your cute voice while you are singing...hahaha...thx you kok wei....everytime make me feel comfort...everytime let me laugh and smile....jane really appreciate lots....really the genuinely love among peers..
~p/s guosheng (siffu).....aawwww.....i realized that you miss me so much from every songs you sing to me....aaaawwww....it's so sweet....really....i don't know that u reallly love me so much man!!! siffu...pls live and strive hard everyday.....this is what u told me b4....i hope u will also...thx siffu.....really really love n miss the moments we had b4...i know ur surrounding will be quiet n boring without my voice which always disturb u....hahahaha....
lastly...p/s i love you guys!!! really!!! not because the songs u all sang for an hours....but because the heart you all have to me....a pure love among peers n each n others....how lucky am i to have u all in my life??? how great the love is ???
i believe after the last tear fall.....there is L.O.V.E.....
''you all know i am not that strong....so you all give the greatest encouragements to stay strong every moments.....yea....i am not that strong....heart is fragile...i am tired.....tired of love...tired of expectations....tired of pressure...but, i know that behind every ''tired'' , there is a beautiful flaws---an imperfect but beautiful one!!!''
Ya.. An imperfect but beautiful one..
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jj......want to shout!!! as loud as possible man!!! want to laugh!!! as happy as possible man!!! want to change!!! as fast as possible!!!
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