hmmm...left only 5 days in msia in year 2009....
how was the holidays like??? sad because of loss?? happy because there is pure love from friends n family??
me choose the ''HAPPY'' ending!!!
yoyoyo.....i realized that how daddy love me in various today!!! i give all of my time to daddy today...it was really joyful to have a daddy like this!!!
flashed back to yesterday night.......
my whole family were eating dinner together....out of sudden, i told them ''i want to eat roti canai n i have only 5 days left n it was only 5 in msia year 2009!!!'' . I knew i was funny to say like that but i wanted to be happy and enjoy to the fullest in these 5 days although there was sad incidents happened in previous days. Then, i was telling stories about how funny n interesting was my 4 months nz life n nobody could be able to imagine or experience as there were hard times but there were happy moments though. Not every moment is hard or tough, it only depends on how you look at them..how was your point of views towards those times...To be honest, i learnt a lots of things n knowlegdes which cannot be taught neither in school nor books. Tears fell many times during hard times but they made me grow each day....i learnt to view from different perpectives....so to me '' every ''tiredness'' or ''hardships'' , there is a beautiful lesson or purpose behind!!!''
to cut the story short,
This morning, after i had waken up, i saw a piece of roti canai on a plate in kitchen....aaawwww....how great is daddy's love??? i smiled to the roti canai and ate it with heart of gratefullness!!!
then, daddy brought me to see dentist...hmmm....to wash my teeth la!!! Daddy said '' well, it cost me rm 40 to wash ur teeth...hmmm....hmmm....what u shud do then??''
i was like '' what?? what are you trying to hint me my dear daddy?? suddenly, there was a click on my mind.....a phase ''thank you, i love you dad!!!'' came out of my mouth....HAHAHA....'' i was not used to say that....but i did say it with heart of gratefullness also!!!!
In the evening....daddy brought me n sis to go yumcha.....it was really a sweet moment indeed!!! having tea with my daddy is something cool!!! coz i can eat a lots without paying a cent!!!
HAHAHA....Having daddy by side...there are good food to eat man!!! hehe..
To sum up a day, it was a sweet one!!! i didn't think bout any sad things, didn't show out my sad expressions, didn't wish to be sad anymore and jz wanna to enjoy in the last 5!!!
''gorgor told me '' Do as much as you can in the days u left!!!'' . YUPE!!! 5 and ONLY 5....me going to wait for my dear liwen n siong to be backed!!! n had a lunch with Jit!!! n packing things in order not to be embarassed in airport again!!! n spend time with Daddy n Mummy!!! n give hugsss to my dear friends!!! ''
after the last 5, me going to start a new adventure with those loves from u all....n the FOREVER LOVE from Him!!! stay strong my girl!!!
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