The second piece....

It's quite a bad day for me.
these 2 sheets of tissues has reminded me about the old days backhome,
when i am so down after getting my result,
i will only go to you and cry like a baby,
and you'll prepared a piece of tissue paper for me,
only the second piece of the whole packet i would use,
and only you know....

Hmm...was down today yet you're jz too far for me to cry to...
again, i hide the sadness,frustration,
coz i don't know who to cry to,
indeed, i don't have one....

i remembered everytime after i cried,
you will definitely go through my mistakes with me,
then start to remind me what i did wrongly,
and which part is my big weaknesses,
then ask me to be careful for next time...

Now, i don't even know what i did wrongly,
what i suppose to focus on,
what i should do more to improve,
what to do?? i don't understand!!!

sighhh....i found it so hard to be really crawl out from my comfort zone,
no more guardian angel,
no more free tutor,
no more soulmate,
no more second piece of tissue paper,
no more.....

too emo??
i don't think so...
jz when you really don't know what to do, how to do, you will explode.
jz when you don't have someone who can understand you and willing to listen to you,
you will definitely boom!!!