When there's only a little time left....

sigh....sigh...SIGH....
when there's only a little time left, i wish it could be duplicated.
when there's only a little time left, everything become a little less.
when there's only a little time left, i lost my way and focus.
when there's only a little time left, i wish to step on the brake.
when there's only a little time left, i hope to halt the time.
when there's only a little time left, biological clock goes in wrong way.
when there's only a little time left, every obligations is being juggled.
when there's only a little time left, negative thoughts all come up.
when there's only a little time left, i am becoming someone who is so impatient!!!

really unbearable to my impatience, REALLY!!!
my mood swing is jz so random and terrible, worst i could say.
he say ''be more patient. No use to yell at the food as it will not be cooked any faster.''
he say ''be more patient. I am trying my best to wash faster, sorry.''
he say ''be more patient. The singer will not sing for you eventually.''
I wonder why i am becoming so so so grumpy and naggy!!!

Devotion today :
''whatever you do,work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters. (colossians 3:23) ''

In the busyness of life, it's easy to only give a half-hearted effort, it's easy to become impatient in dealing things. There's so much to do and so many insignificant, monotonous tasks that need to be completed even though you don't really feel like doing it and so we often try to get by with giving only a small amount of energy. But, that's so wrong because things will never turn out well if we didn't really give our heart on it, it will never ever be good enough to glorify His name.

I reckon this is all i have to learn to become a better person. No matter in personal growth, daily life or in academic and even in social life, i should work at them with all my heart. I should focus and give my best in the small things then it will flow through in to all the other areas of my life. Should really really be more patient, less grouchy, or else will grow old super fast!!! :(

(Upon looking around the playground He noticed me coming His way and the change in me is remarkable) --i really really wish i could say it out loudly and proudly one day!!! :)