beginning and the end.

Yesterday,
he asked me '' Are you ready to finish this sem?? and looking forward to the next??''
I looked at him and say nothing....
I was in deep thought about it....
Am i ready to let it to be ended just like that??
The ''not very promising'' results,
The ''not very excellent'' english,
The ''not very sustainable'' determinations,
I should have done more,
to make it better,
to not let myself feel bad,
to not let him down,
to make them proud,
to glorify His Great Name.

I really should do more, improve more, focus more, and be determined till the very last.
I have to,
I must.

So, God, pls be with me till the very end. And I NEED YOU desperately!!!!