Wednesday, December 16, 2009

rousing, reckoning, realizing......


Overflown thoughts flash through my mind nowadays,
i wonder why, i wonder how, i jz wondering everyday,
indeed, tears fall, wipe away the smiley chin i used to have,
perhaps, resentment becomes bitterness fills the gap.


Too many excuses n blamings without realizing i gave,
numb to those encouraging words albeit u tried hard,
bitter than a bitter gourd, never ever tasted sweet,
i suspect, i unbelieve, i jz want to protect everyday,


Things in heart weigh upon the spirit n soul,
alttitude goes wrong when despair exist,
where the positive alttitude goes when trustworthy lost,
u bet i will say '' I don't know, i don't know!!''


The rousings, scoldings n remindings never ends,
Yet, i still remain the same, crumble in a day,
U said '' STAND UP!! u gonna look forward n live on.''
''Okay'', ''Yealo'' are my responds n replies....bummer??


me is me, the special one, u praised,
Yet, heart surrounds by bitterness,
inside awful than outside,
hypocrisy never leave ur face....u wonder why?


u don't understand, i said, pls don't comment,
u never ever being dropped easily,
u never ever worry for meals every night,
u never ever neither care nor love ppl,
yet, ur every single words hit my heart....
Only heaps of thankies i can repay,
looks at the bright sight, u said,
Cry because it's over,
Smile because u learnt....
every single person is fascinating......
There will be time she will have to be brave, even if she feel she can't be,
Sometimes she needs to rest after a long distance walk.......
Afterall, she will swung herself into the saddle, finish the race strong =)))

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