Pretty Much??

Hmm....got lots n lots of thoughts nowadays esp when 2010 coming closer n nearer each day...
Do you ever have something you really really don't wanna to face it??
Do you ever meet the situation which will pretty much get ur future fix??
Do you ever feel that faith is lesser when there are more ppl get it??

i pretty much feel like my faith is getting lesser n lesser each day...
i pretty much ensure that the ''weird & creepy'' feelings embrace my whole mind now...
i jz pretty much feel insecure in some ways..somethings...
n j pretty much worry about what will be coming next.....

wondering what type of journey it will be??
all HURTS?? all BENEFITS?? all FIGHTS?? all PAINS?? all HYPOCRISY??
i don't know...i really don't.....
what i know is jz...i pretty much lack of FAITH IN MY FUTURE =(((
Hmm...dentistry is jz so tough to get into....yet, i will still try my very BEST to ace it...
God always has a plan.....an eternal plan which never gonna to fail my life...
n this is what i hold strong for now, always n the days which gonna to come soon!!!