Regret ?!

After the first day of the new episode of life, i was so stressed. Nah, not only me, but ppl around me were so stressed. Everyone seems to be stressed out. Once finish the first lec of a subject, people rush to the library to revise and REVISE. I really have no idea what can we revise as the first lec is all about the introductions of all subjects that we are taking. Well, ''stress'' can be clearly felt when dorothy and i are lining up to buy the biological physic coursebook n textbook which are only available in a small corner of uni library---uniprint. That's really a LONG queue!!! Duhhhh....

Urghhh....my disobedient stomach was stirring the whole day...kinda like killing me....felt so unwell. But, i still can survive!!! STILL CAN!!! We make it to the early 8 lecture today and finish by 12pm due to no labs this week =)) something to be happy with!!! Then, we go town to find books n printer. Huhu....walking here n there...searching n searching...worrying if we don't manage to find the printer we want. Ink cartridges here are really costly. We want to save as much as we can as we know that those money didn't come so easily. Those are all the ''sweats, tears and blood'' of our parents. So yea...we are really stingy in everything but not to God we promise =)))

After a hard day, finally, i got some times to sit down and take a rest in meanwhile reflects myself in those things i did and the altitude i had for the day. Then, dad calls. He is asking me whether am i good here and can i survive here. I didn't really say much but jz say ''yes, i am okay, don't worry!!! i still can survive as i am your daugther.'' Lastly, he asked me '' are you regret of leaving home and taking such a great risk to get into the course you want??'' I didn't really say anything but my tears fall. It's jz falling. Yet, i told him i didn't regret and i will do my very best for Him and you n mum =)))

No more any thought of regrets in your mind.
Study.Love God n People. Serve. Smile. That's Jane.