well, i am so lost nowadays...
even possibly, jz possibly locked myself out of my room for a whole night!!!
can't even contact the landlord,
can't even break the door,
can't even call the locksmith as it's jz so expensive,
can't even study my hubs for term test this friday,
can't even do anything but jz wait and wait......
hmmm, last week was jz not my week,
heaps of annoying things happened,
was totally being involved in rumours of who prefer who, who likes who....
well, i dislike rumours as in those are jz a death wish...
nothing is true...and sometimes jz possibly destroy a friendship..
all in all, luckily, i'm not that innocent to reckon he might be, jz a little bit fall for me...
well, i am sensible enough to know that he is jz not into me...so yea!!!
Rumours pls pls n pls STOP!!!
hmmm...after a heartbrokening one,
i would never ever expect that there'll be someone who will really fall for me...
n jz put his focus on me...accept the whole me....
mummy said 'be patient, God will give you the one who suits you, coz only Him knows you well enough....don't ever find someone jz to fill up your obssession towards love or the emptiness inside!! '
So, now, i jz not want to involve in any rumours...either it might be true or false.
If ever has someone who falls for me, pls come straight to me and say :)
i prefer someone who is brave enough to confess rather than spreading out rumours which may be fake...
So, i am a very straightforward person. Hates ppl turning here n there then eventually say out the truth. i wonder why i become more n more down to earth...maybe this stressful environment makes me becoming less emotional but rational. n Maybe this is what God wants me to be...a tough, strong, rational, sensible girl =))
about the lost key....i successfully bargain with the locksmith in order to get a reasonable price. Well, a really costly lesson for me!!! ( should have to hit my ass if i do it again!!! ) So, i promise i would never left my keys inside n locked myself outside again....NEVER!!! ( pls learn to remember to take the KEY b4 you left!!!)
gambateh my dear...hold on!!!u will survive^^
ReplyDeletehaiz...exam exam exam!!AS is comin...my god...damn stress here...^^