''real or fake?? sincere or insincere??'' this is the question keep on flashing through my mind each day. Yup, i am doubting with people around me....are they sincere or insincere to me as friend??? or are you being real or fake to me??? or you are just judging on ppl who will benefit you then start to approach to him/her??? undenibly, i am a person who very scared of people either the real or fake ones. Ya, u can say me weird or whatever.....but i do scare of hurts from ppl.
yea....someone told me how realistic the ppl in Uni is, you cant trust anyone even your very good friends...you must have some self-keepings or privacy or else you will probably get hurt!!! I do start observing ppl around me....hmmmmm....they got so many different faces which may confusing me....it's really scary sometimes when you see the other faces of someone who will be so please to you when you are in church but he/she will totally ignore you when schooling. Their motives seem scary to me.....Honestly, i hate the fake faces they had!!! They defeated my confidence and trust on them!!
yea...i am someone who is weak and naive.....i will treat you sincerely if you are good to me.....i wll not think too much or i will not be so selfish....i don't know how to be cruel to somebody who really need help...hmmmmm.....so many things to think of.....
''real or fake??? sincere or insincere?? you can choose what you want to be.......''
but, before that, can i ask a question '' are you really happy with who you are??? even being selfish to ppl??? or ignored the weak and jz sticked with the strong ones??? do you ever feel contented with the success you had gained from being cruel and insincere to others??? are your success surpass the command of God to love others as He loves us?? Is that worth??''
hmmm......small part of my thought today......i did fear of ppl yet will still love them as much as i can!!!
hey dear, i know you're talking about me. I am a straight- forward person and I don't scare ppl judging me. But anyway,I think I can catch you up more at church so sometimes I might not raise out my opinion in lectures.. Maybe you might feel a bit offenced, but nvm, it's alright to say it loud. For what I treat you is in one word, sincere,ok? Don't feel afraid of this, nothing happen and it's ok. I will still be here. 要有摩擦才有火花!
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