yea......i had finished my summary presentation today....such a memorable day!!! 31 August 2009, i cried but no for the '' merdeka '' of Malaysia, but for my ''never ever'' 15 mins long individual presentation in New Zealand!!!
hmmm....i didn't really do well yet at least i did it!!! i was the third one who was choosen by random to present my article. Before that, early in the morning, i rush to school lib to print out my OHT.....grateful i managed to print it out anyway.....haha...then i rushed to due in my english group report b4 9.oo am.....hmmm......hectic eh?? rushing here and there like bee..
awwwwwwwww............presentation got started!!!!! i was so nervous......heart is shivering as much as hands and legs......yet, i have a supportive team who are cheering and praying for me as well....i was amazed by their love and care.....even more amazed by the loved ones.....it's my turn to stand in front of ppl to give a brief speech.....nervous and panicked man!!!!
someone did told me '' do your every best to Him!!! He will be a loyal audience and give you the greatest applause for what you had done!!!''
jane '' wow.........i was amazed and impressed!!!''
someone hugs me after my presentation and pats my head and said '' girl, relax...don't be afraid!!! it's all over!!!''
jane's tears fell.............hugging her so tightly.......the first hug i had in NZ with full of love and comfort.......jane's tiredness, fear and sense of lost all lies on her body for a while to rest....so jane cried as she never ever did that in front of friends here......as jane never ever show her weaknesses and pains......as jane never ever dare to speak out.....
someone knows she is tired......she is fear....she is worried....yet she cling on God so much so much as she needs to...
jane did cling on God.....yet, she didn't take out her heart to fully believe Him....as in reality, She rely on ppl more than God.....She knows she cant......
'' when i burnt the paper which is wriiten my secret sins......i felt relieved.....but burst in tears when i was repending my sins by prayers''
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