i am dreaming days and nights that i will have the chances to worship , praise , pray , listen to conference and even chit-chating with them. So, i am being so envious of them. But i know i will not have the chances or the chances is so slim...
i admire them when they can being so confident on the stage to worship and praise the Lord.
i admire them when they can chat and gossip so happily among each other.
i admire them when they always care and love their church sisters and brothers.
i admire them when they go out to play and eat together.
i admire them when they pray for each others in all situations and hardships.
i admire them when they do their quiet time together in camp.
i admire because they can laugh so happily and naturally among each other.
i admire because their lives are so fullness with God's love!!!
i have to admit that my english is so poor...
i don't have the confident to speak or chat with them...
i am so afraid yet i am begrudged and envied...
i think i will not have the chances to experience the fruitful life...but i hope i will walk through it in future......
a friend told me......' when your way seems darkest, when your eyes with tears are dim, straight
to God your Father hastening, Tell your troubles all To Him.'
i prayed....'God, pls give me a fruitful life. I want the chances come to me. I want to live for You!!'
Language needs to be practised, start speaking and don't be shy la... ok? =)
ReplyDeletebtw gossip is not good. Haha!
Welcome to blogging, hope to see more of your writings!
i know gossip is not good...but at least it can make ppl laugh so naturally n happily..i didn't experience it...i didn't know how to share experience with others coz my school very competitive lo..nobody will be my very best friend..n i didn't laugh so naturally at school lo...haiz...when i saw u all can speak fluent english with each other,i was so envy...bt i couldn't do anything...just know to see ppl chatting...ex:when Esp camp,i didn't know everyone go out 4 breakfast rdy...then i saw John..i wanted to ask him to accompany me 4 breakfast but i was not dare...i m such a stupid person lo...haiz
ReplyDeletehey hey hey, girl... you're not stupid.
ReplyDeleteyou just went to the wrong school. (told you i hate STK)
don't worry, you have me. HAHA! or will this make you feel worse? hehehe...... i know la i very terrible as a friend
haha, u r a good friend lo!!! i didn't regret that i went to the school although i dislike the school coz it made me strong and able to endure hardships lo! haha...i want to go to ESP camp in year 2010...coz i will come back for 3 months...yeah!!! So, i need u on that time to accompany me lo...promise me lo!! i don't want to go alone...thx
ReplyDeleteooooooi!!!!!hahahaha.hmm.you will get a chance de okay??=)
ReplyDeleteAnd btw, your English is perfectly OKAY!!!!haha.you think my English very good meh?hahaa.mine also sometimes pasar=ish.=)
Hang on there.I believe He has great plan for you.Going new zealand maybe a blessing in disguise=)
Will be there for you.haha.=)
haha...after u hv finished ur form 6, come to new zealand la!!! Hihi...study with me....so happy lo!
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