how much courage do i need to persuade myself '' jane, just go!!!'? who will be the one at my side when i shout pain? can i take care of myself? how much energy and strenght do i need to go through this challenge? who will be the one at my side when i cry and helpless? who will be the one who always share my burdens and troubles? who will be the one who is willing to teach and help me in my academics? who will be the one who will never leave me alone? who? who? who?
其实，我比谁都害怕和担心，我只是不断地压抑自己的情绪，强颜欢笑的自己已经觉得很累了，太累了，心再也没有力量跳动，嘴再也无法像以前一样灿烂微笑，手脚也似乎没力移动，但有一位神却一直告诉我；‘我的女儿啊，你要勇敢，要坚强，要相信，要放下，我会背着你走完人生的道路因为你是我的女儿。’
the answer is none other than God.
ReplyDeletecheer up. if you think you shouldn't go then just stay; likewise, if you think this is what the Lord has planned then by all means, go.
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says easier than acts....i know God is the only one at my side....i try my best to be happy....thx....
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