Sometimes, it can be as simple as just like that!!

This song reminds me of you in the late night. Reminds me that how hard you are learning to sing this song as you like it that much too!!! ''As in i'm in paradise with your presence'' is the meaning of the whole song. Happiness is as simple as just with the presence of your loved one. Sometimes, he/she might not be yours, yet he/she is in your heart. The presence of love deep in the heart. Yet, so hard for me to believe that i will be loved, i will be cherished, i will be adored, So HARD!!! Thus, not to let myself to have the time to think too much, to hope for love, to search its presence, to not to be broken into pieces again, i choose to close my heart for now. Not the time ready to love someone, no right one appear for now, not the correct period to fall for someone, not enough courage to open my heart again. I might admire, yet it's just admire, not love. Anyway, God will provide when the time comes and this is the only thing i believe in love.

I guess i miss you again when there's no one else tricks me as you always do. All alone is a little bit of creepy i reckon. Anyhow, Off to chch and welly from tmrw!!! A big 'YEAH!!!'' for that!!! N thanks dear Lord for being still good to me!! :)