没有那么容易。not that easy.....

人家常说相爱没有那么容易，
幸福没有那么容易，
爱情没有那么容易，
相信没有那么容易。

现在的我，
对我来说，
生活没有那么容易，
考试没有那么容易，
回家没有那么容易，
一个人没有那么容易，
让我对爱有希望没有那么容易，
全部的全部都没有那么容易。。。

not that easy...
to go home is not that easy...
mum told me bout visa problem yesterday...
need to renew it b4 i go home..
but result slip will come out on the 17th of Feb..
my flight back to nz is on 21st if Feb...
4 days to settle the visa stuffs..only 4DAYS!!!
How could it be possible to make it done???
no visa...i can't go back to nz..
i took almost 2 weeks to apply the previous one..
now only 4 days!!!

next, all bills start coming...
phone, rental, power, internet...
jz like heaps of money i am loaning..
run out of money..
waiting for my bond to be returned back..
n the overpaid rentals for last year..
when the money will be backed??

Then, flatties coming back soon..
i did vacuum this whole morning..
wipe n clean the kitchen n floor...
wash all dishes but i broke a bowl...
and cut my leg...how careless am i...
sighhh...so alone is not that easy..
how much i miss my family..
how much i miss the food they cook for me...

and, ppl asking help from me...
post lots n lots of stdylink mails..
okay..i am willing to do that of course..
but give me some time pls..
thank you =))

lastly, the most significant one..EXAM!!!
It's jz striking me all times..
i can't really concentrate as there are too much
too much stuffs need to be done...
too much worries need to be solved..
i really really gonna to crumble...

so...all n all are not that easy!!!
我不知道我可以不可以做到，但我会尽我的全部力气去完成，也许不会是最好的，但至少我会把它们都做完！！！
I don't know whether i can or not, but i will use all i have n all my strength to accomplish all, perhaps, the results of all may not be the best, but at least i will complete all, i promise!!!
Pray for me ppl....thankies....