Heaps like mountains....

''Ability may take you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there.'' - John Wooden.

hmm, my low ability in academic really really drag my faith and confidence down.
There are jz so much need to be done everyday,
so much need to be squeezed and stored into brain,
They took away my sleep, my courage....
Yet, it doesn't really give you an assurance that,
''WOW, I did well!!! ''
It doesn't for now...
maybe it didn't really been done well,
maybe i didn't really put enough efforts.
heaps of maybe-s marching in my mind.
heaps of fears covering my whole heart.
It's jz heaps and heaps....
Heaps to be done...be swallowed..
heaps to be sacrificed...be paid off..
Then heaps of good news will come.....